Quest

Indefinite is nature
yet i am bound to the niche,
with all my dreams wet...

like a pampered pet!!

the urge, the  impetus , pursuit, delving, crusade, voyage, inquisition, bay, call for
ever designed in the foetus !!
it is since i acknowledged..
i longed for it..
               "decision or destiny" is nature's rule
                                i am going as a blinded mule!!!

Is relation virtual
and real is variable??
why am i not questioned... stopped ... and slapped??
why am i lost unnoticed..
is anguish genuine...
or anger regret??
i admit i am absent minded
i admit i am different
after all a human being...
not any other species......
no matter how i am , can i never think beyond??
i qestion myselves of my off's
so strange i remain unknown too......